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When Elder W first sees Elder Argos on his first day at the mission, he is smitten. Everything about the boy turns him on. But he knows that he needs to hide his affection. He can't let anyone suspect that he is interested in other boys - especially at the mission of all places. There is no doubt in his mind that if anyone is to discover his dark secret, he will be kicked out immediately to return home in shame. He cannot let that happen, so he tries to push his feelings down as much as he can. But as the weeks go by, Elder W finds himself drawn to Argos over and over again. It is like there is a magnetic pulse between them. Even when he doesn't intend it, he somehow ends up alone in some room with Argos trying his hardest not to stare. Every now and then he allows himself the slightest peek at the boy, and when he does, he notices that Argos seems to be looking back. Of course, he isn't sure.